[It's not like Fugo hates how he looks. It's just that he's had a long time to come to terms with them being strange; not bad, but not good either. He used to be so self-conscious of the way he stood out just by standing next to his brothers, where it didn't matter how much they looked alike in the face when he was so pale and washed out in comparison. Or even next to Bruno who, given his fondness for monochrome, probably misses the days where Fugo wore black to his white. If Abbacchio, who drew the sharp, aggravated lines of his eyebrows on with black pencil, had not flatly pointed out one day in a thrift store who gives a shit about how strange they did or didn't look in color-- well, there probably wouldn't be anything in his closest more colorful than one or two lone navy blue sweaters.
And now here's Giorno, who looks at him in all of his strangeness and calls him beautiful. Always beautiful. Everything about him, even the messy parts. Who probably isn't joking about that list.]
Of course I'm going to think about it. [He's so sour about this. Sour and embarrassed, because there's no arguing with opinions. And worst of all, underneath those feelings, there's a part of him who's just enchanted and a little flustered that Giorno-- who he likes so much it hurts to think about, sometimes, and who he never gets tired of looking at-- genuinely believes he's beautiful.] There's a new pattern to your behavior I want to understand.
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And now here's Giorno, who looks at him in all of his strangeness and calls him beautiful. Always beautiful. Everything about him, even the messy parts. Who probably isn't joking about that list.]
Of course I'm going to think about it. [He's so sour about this. Sour and embarrassed, because there's no arguing with opinions. And worst of all, underneath those feelings, there's a part of him who's just enchanted and a little flustered that Giorno-- who he likes so much it hurts to think about, sometimes, and who he never gets tired of looking at-- genuinely believes he's beautiful.] There's a new pattern to your behavior I want to understand.