...I feel like I know Kakyoin better than anyone. But I didn't know this about him. And it seems like it doesn't line up with what I do know.
He doesn't want to be treated like a girl. He doesn't like being mistaken for one. Why would he want to wear something that makes him look more like one?
But.
I think he looks good when he looks more like a girl. In his dress. I don't want him to be one or anything, I just...liked looking at him like that. He's just as good-looking no matter what he's wearing. But when he's in a dress it's a different kind of good-looking. Because...because he looks different in one. He's good-looking in girl clothes and in guy clothes.
But when he was wearing the dress I sort of...wanted to treat him differently? Not in a bad way. It felt like if he was pretending to be a girl then I wanted to play along and treat him more like one. Or something. But wouldn't he hate that? It feels like he would hate that.
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...I feel like I know Kakyoin better than anyone. But I didn't know this about him. And it seems like it doesn't line up with what I do know.
He doesn't want to be treated like a girl. He doesn't like being mistaken for one. Why would he want to wear something that makes him look more like one?
But.
I think he looks good when he looks more like a girl. In his dress. I don't want him to be one or anything, I just...liked looking at him like that. He's just as good-looking no matter what he's wearing. But when he's in a dress it's a different kind of good-looking. Because...because he looks different in one. He's good-looking in girl clothes and in guy clothes.
But when he was wearing the dress I sort of...wanted to treat him differently? Not in a bad way. It felt like if he was pretending to be a girl then I wanted to play along and treat him more like one. Or something. But wouldn't he hate that? It feels like he would hate that.
So I'm just...confused.