[He throws his arms around Polnareff without lifting his face again to look at him, because if he does he might cry and he really would hate that so much right now.]
That's why I missed you. You make me feel so safe all the time. No matter what, even when we disagree, you make me feel like even if bad things happen, we'll find a way to fix them. Nothing will ever be so bad that I'll feel like I used to. So flat.
You make me feel like a real person, like what I am is okay and good and all that I need to be, even when I haven't been good enough. When I was so broken, after I watched them die, you were there and you made it just okay enough that I didn't feel like I had to just give up. You gave me life again.
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[He throws his arms around Polnareff without lifting his face again to look at him, because if he does he might cry and he really would hate that so much right now.]
That's why I missed you. You make me feel so safe all the time. No matter what, even when we disagree, you make me feel like even if bad things happen, we'll find a way to fix them. Nothing will ever be so bad that I'll feel like I used to. So flat.
You make me feel like a real person, like what I am is okay and good and all that I need to be, even when I haven't been good enough. When I was so broken, after I watched them die, you were there and you made it just okay enough that I didn't feel like I had to just give up. You gave me life again.