[People keep telling him that, and sometimes it makes him sad and sometimes it infuriates him, but this - he doesn't know. It still doesn't feel good, and he still doesn't really believe it, especially since Jonathan doesn't know. But he doesn't think Jonathan knows how to lie, and that makes a pretty big difference.]
I worry about everyone. It's my job.
[It would be nice to tell the lie that he didn't mean to say that. That he isn't dropping hints and sabotaging things on purpose. But, at least to himself, he'll be honest. This time.]
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[People keep telling him that, and sometimes it makes him sad and sometimes it infuriates him, but this - he doesn't know. It still doesn't feel good, and he still doesn't really believe it, especially since Jonathan doesn't know. But he doesn't think Jonathan knows how to lie, and that makes a pretty big difference.]
I worry about everyone. It's my job.
[It would be nice to tell the lie that he didn't mean to say that. That he isn't dropping hints and sabotaging things on purpose. But, at least to himself, he'll be honest. This time.]