'Miserable' wasn't the right word. I'm happy that we're here together even if it's not exactly perfect in any possible definition of the word. I can't say that I'm miserable knowing what my alternative is.
I just hate that I feel like everything I do is screwing up one way or another. I hate feeling afraid that either I or the rest of you will just disappear without warning.
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'Miserable' wasn't the right word. I'm happy that we're here together even if it's not exactly perfect in any possible definition of the word. I can't say that I'm miserable knowing what my alternative is.
I just hate that I feel like everything I do is screwing up one way or another. I hate feeling afraid that either I or the rest of you will just disappear without warning.