[She's a good person. That's part of what makes her hard to understand, because she's a good person and he simply doesn't believe in those. But he has to admit that the other part of what makes her hard to comprehend is that he refuses to see her as a person first and a mother second. It's always - mother, then person. And that isn't fair or right, is it? She's Holly Kujo, then everything else.]
[He wraps his hands around the cup and closes his eyes, breathes it in, takes a sip that's a little too hot. He's glad for it. It's grounding, in its own way. When he opens his eyes, there's bared grief in them, explicit pain.]
I feel awful. Because Abbacchio is going back to being dead, and Mista is just going back. I'm . . . grieving disproportionately. Isn't that a ridiculous thing to be worried about?
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[He wraps his hands around the cup and closes his eyes, breathes it in, takes a sip that's a little too hot. He's glad for it. It's grounding, in its own way. When he opens his eyes, there's bared grief in them, explicit pain.]
I feel awful. Because Abbacchio is going back to being dead, and Mista is just going back. I'm . . . grieving disproportionately. Isn't that a ridiculous thing to be worried about?