...I want to ask you a kind of weird question, then. It's fine if you don't really get what I mean, but this is the only way...that I know how to think of it. There's no real guidebook or anything on how to do this, so.

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When you think of Gold Experience, what he is in relation to you. How do you...if you had to put a word on how you treat him, what he is to you, what would it be?