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giorno "menace, pronounced like versace" giovanna ([personal profile] digiorno) wrote2015-08-23 03:30 pm

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buongiorno! sorry i missed you; i'll happily get back to you as soon as i'm done with whatever business i'm on. leave a message!

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starmark: (INTENT ☆ ok first i will fight poseidon)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I mean that.

Have you been okay lately?
lapidarius: (and someone will drive her around)

[personal profile] lapidarius 2015-11-02 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
...

[Kakyoin glanced away, expression turning to a fond but forlorn smile.]

I don't know who or what I'd be if not for them. If I hadn't been involved in all this, I'd...just be on my own, even now. Still that miserable, despairing, isolated coward that wanted to change himself. They weren't the most conventional group of friends, but they're mine. I'll never forget a second of the time we spent together, even if it was short.

[Even if it ended the way it did, and even if he never saw the rest of them again. If he really did end up having to die for them, that was fine.]

Like I told you before...we belong here now. Even if we're not family, we're...family. Right?
starmark: (HORIZON ☆ my god i found the leviathan)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
...Same. Right down to the talking to Kakyoin.
lapidarius: (it's alright 'cause i'm with friends)

[personal profile] lapidarius 2015-11-02 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Kakyoin folded his arms, clinging to either the fabric of his jacket or Hierophant beneath it. It wasn't clear which, but anyone that knew Kakyoin could take a pretty good guess.]

I'd really...like that, Giorno.

[His voice faltered and faded near the end of that sentence, and it was an agonizingly long few seconds before Kakyoin looked up again.]


I'm just...tired of feeling like this. Like I don't belong here when even I know that I do, or like I'm...replacing my real family for another one. I'm so sick of feeling guilty for everything I do at every minute.
starmark: (QUIET ☆ my god it's nuanced emoting)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
That's the uphill battle. I'm glad you got through to him, whatever it was about. I'm not going to ask.

...

Did she tell you the exact words, or just what we talked about?
starmark: (BEHIND ☆ is he posing in a parked car)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
...She's the reason I figured out what it was I'd forgotten, because of that damn cat. I had said something to her about seeing a ghost before, and when she bothered me about it later, I didn't know what she was talking about. So I made her promise to ask me about it when I remembered, and to bug me until I told her, because I couldn't remember who could've died to cause that and it didn't feel right to have forgotten someone like that.

That's the background, of why she was asking that.

You've already read between the lines and figured out what happened and how, though. Right? Just from seeing what she showed you.
sunsetsitter: (did we make the headlines)

action

[personal profile] sunsetsitter 2015-11-02 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Her smile finally softens, though it's still as happy as before, just in a different way. It's another lie they've created, but one that isn't at anyone's expense. Probably her favorite.]

That's good. [Mostly? Like, the idea was to deal with all these problems, but if trivializing them made it easier, then that was a job she could do.] I'm happy.

...Do you need a string?
lapidarius: (pick me up and dust me off)

[personal profile] lapidarius 2015-11-02 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
...sorry. I probably shouldn't have brought them up, I know it's not the best subject in this case. But...no, you're probably right. They'd be relieved, I think--they always worried about how I never made friends with anyone.

[Hesitating, Kakyoin silently debated if he should continue. Did he really have any place saying this to Giorno of all people?]

I lied to them about Egypt. I made up some excuse and left with barely another word, after acting however strangely I must have been for months before that. In all the chaos, I barely even contacted them in those fifty days. And I don't think I've ever been honest with my parents a single day in my life...about Hierophant or anything else.

[And I might never get a chance to fix that, he thought, forcing back the remark that didn't need saying.]

Is it...still acceptable to try and find a place in a family I have nothing to do with after I fucked everything up with my own? I might just do the same here, somehow.
Edited 2015-11-02 03:03 (UTC)
starmark: (OPTIMIST ☆ it's a big blue watery road)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
...I've thought a lot about what happened. What I saw, how I even...managed, what I did.

[...]

You know how sometimes the impossible happens, so people make up an explanation for it? It doesn't have to make sense, and you can sort of know it's bullshit deep down, but there's a part of you that wants to believe it anyway?
starmark: (HESITANT ☆ but starving whales though)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
I have no idea how he lived that long. How he could've come back fine, after everything, but he did.

[He's never said this aloud, literally or figuratively, to anyone. It's so stupid, it's the sort of thing he's always kept to himself from the sheer inanity. And yet.]

I thought that. Wherever I saw him go to, it must've been where the others went. Everyone who died.

I made up this idea that they got so pissed off at him for showing up that they must've just picked him up and thrown him back down, the first opportunity they got.
lapidarius: (if I fall along the way)

[personal profile] lapidarius 2015-11-02 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Before he could let himself second-guess it, Kakyoin moved his hands to grip Giorno's securely but gently enough to leave the option of pulling away if he chose to.]

Thank you. I...you know that goes both ways, don't you? It's not important to me who you're related to, how similar you are, or what name you use. All that matters is that you're my friend, and my family if that's what you want to be.
starmark: (AVERT ☆ okay so maybe i fucked that up)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
Either way, any explanation is better than none. At least it seems like it sometimes.

...Bruno's the one you trapped. Right?
starmark: (QUIET ☆ my god it's nuanced emoting)

[personal profile] starmark 2015-11-02 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
...There's something I want to tell you, but I think if I do, you'll call me arrogant for it.

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